TRaiN ExpEriEnCe

I dunno I'm consider lucky or unlucky today, when I think of it, I juz feel like luffing.

I went to suntec city for interview today, I went there by train. Half way through the journey got an ah ma got on the train, she slowly make her way infront of me with her walking stick. I was sitting comfortably on the seat. I was like ... pls dun come infront of me.. haha cos I got to give up my seat to her but she came infront of me. So... I was like no choice since ahe make me feel guilty so I got to stand up anyway. But then why muz it be me .. haha out of so many ppl who are seated she choose me. I muz look very kind hearted in every ways... lol Anyway I dun mind giving up my seat but when I'm old I want ppl to gimme their seat too.

On the way back, got a couple look around 70+ stand in front of me too.. making me feel guilty again and I got to give up my seat.... haha I gt to stand throughout the whole journey today. But at least I did some good deed today.

JOB

I found a job... yehhh.. starting work in dec. I'm so happy today and maybe I did 2 good deeds today. Goddess see me so kind hearted so gimme the job * Smile*.

I'm suppose to assist the manager so kinda PA job and got to help out in HR matters too. My aim is to get a HR job but I dun have full spectrum in HR so this is a kinda job tt is related to HR indirectly.

Cramp... SaD AiMLesS ...

I having cramp today..I have no mood to do anything at all. Today is Saturday, yet I have no energy to go out and have fun.

My life tumble down ever since I grad from sch. I tot I found a good job with reasonable pay and a good future is ahead of me. But.. tt job was not suitable for me at all, I dun like the environment there, I hate the ppl there .. it's tt that I'm demanding even if the job is tedious and require me to work ot, I have to be happy staying there. There's no one of my age, I'm alone and no body seems to care bout my existance except for the lady( who is my immediate boss ).

I left the job after one day. Is there anything wrong with tt? No one seems to understand me. They see me as a spoilt gal who cant take scolding and stress. My family members were not supportive at all, all they said is i shld learn to endure .. all I got was not comfort but criticisim. All seems to be my fault suddenly, even my bf ask me not to work anymore,. Its so hurting. JOb will be like my second husband, I got to love it before I'm willing to work hard.

Everything seems to go haywire. My love life is not on the right path, quarrels start for no reason, nothing seems to go right for me. I tot I can put love aside build my career first yet no one gimme a chance. All those jobs tt called me up are those tt I send my resume for fun. Some said I no experience but do those managers had any experience once they grad from sch. They got to gimme chance before I can accumulate my experience.