Cramp... SaD AiMLesS ...

I having cramp today..I have no mood to do anything at all. Today is Saturday, yet I have no energy to go out and have fun.

My life tumble down ever since I grad from sch. I tot I found a good job with reasonable pay and a good future is ahead of me. But.. tt job was not suitable for me at all, I dun like the environment there, I hate the ppl there .. it's tt that I'm demanding even if the job is tedious and require me to work ot, I have to be happy staying there. There's no one of my age, I'm alone and no body seems to care bout my existance except for the lady( who is my immediate boss ).

I left the job after one day. Is there anything wrong with tt? No one seems to understand me. They see me as a spoilt gal who cant take scolding and stress. My family members were not supportive at all, all they said is i shld learn to endure .. all I got was not comfort but criticisim. All seems to be my fault suddenly, even my bf ask me not to work anymore,. Its so hurting. JOb will be like my second husband, I got to love it before I'm willing to work hard.

Everything seems to go haywire. My love life is not on the right path, quarrels start for no reason, nothing seems to go right for me. I tot I can put love aside build my career first yet no one gimme a chance. All those jobs tt called me up are those tt I send my resume for fun. Some said I no experience but do those managers had any experience once they grad from sch. They got to gimme chance before I can accumulate my experience.