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17 July 2005, My bf and I are together for 2yr 6months already. Time really pass very fast without us knowing it. We went through alot of ups and downs and yet we are still together holding each other tightly, maybe its really fate tat pull us together. Our relationship is like taking roller coaster, up down up down full of excitment laughter and saddness. Wat our future will be like, its really hard to say. Do we really have to follow the flow? Date Love Marry Children. I cant follow every step cos I dunno wat I wan in life. He already has his direction and I'm still searching for one which leads to happiness. Maybe I shld have my career first before anything. I dun wan to follow the norm.

We are supposed to celebrate this special day today but I'm sick this week, suffer from flu. Anyway, we plan to celebrate tomolo cos since both of us are working muz well meet in city. Celebrate or not celebrate, it doesn't affect me or matter to me, wat matter is a true love, loyalty and sincerity. Its a good thing tt we didn't go out today cos his boss juz message him and ask him to do some work. My job is to think of wat to eat tomolo.

I juz cancel my monthly NKF donation. Think I'm juz a fool, thinking all the money I've donated all go to the patients. Stupid me, my money all go to somebody bonus and golden tap man. GIVE ME BAC MY DONATION. I have been donating every month ever since jc. Haiz I'm juz a fool sometimes. Pity ppl yet get this kinda return, maybe I shld be cold blooded. Dun take pity on the disabled sick ppl. Ignore those tt need help, onli care bout myself. Can I really do tt? haha Anyway even if NKF change their board of directors I oso wont donate anymore. Their reserve can last them 30yrs, stop asking for donation can, use ur reserve, show us ur account. We are nt rich ppl but we juz wan to help those ppl using every cent we donated so dun use our pity to the patients to cheat our money. WE donate the money to PATIENT not to the CEO. Any NKF show will onli make me sick, I cfm will turn off the tv. I rather use the money to club or buy myself something . Anyway I asked my bf to terminate his monthly donation too. If possible asked the CEO to cough out the money.

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I'm going to jurong point to get my air tickets later, really looking forward to the trip even its juz a bangkok trip cos I haven been enjoying myself after my exam. Think whatever I need to noe about bangkok I already check them out, maybe I still need a map.

We shld really take a few days off from work to do our own stuff in a different environment, no money then go genting to relax and enjoy the cool air there. Next time, I will make it a point to travel once or twice every year.

I hope that my plane seat will be near the window, I love to look at the view from the window, all the objects, life and scenery will become smaller and smaller as you rise higher and higher in the sky. In real life, as people start to rise to a higher and higher post in work they tend to raise their nose higher and higher and the people surrounding them will become smaller and smaller.. anyway fuck those ppl. All human being as equal, I shld slap myself for saying tt, not all are equal, onli those who live with pride are equal.

The best thing in my life is the pay day, get pay go bangkok and spend.. haha I shld kick my spending habits, money come in from my right hand and go out from my left hand. Many times I still need a little help from my bf, actually he deposit a fix amt into my account every month, I nv keep track of tt account so got money or no money I wont noe.. haha budden tt account like everything oso got money to let me sign my debit card. I WANT A CREDIT CARD, I WANT A SUPPLEMENTARY CARD. I wont want to apply my own card cos ITS NECESSARY FOR A GUY TO PAY FOR MY SPENDING. WAHAHAHAHA.

Hmmm, shld I watch War of the World when all my friends said its not nice but he is Tom Cruise leh, so handsome. Movies not nice nvm but make sure tt the lead actors are handsome. So conclusion is think I will watch lor.

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Yeh Yeh Yeh I'm going bangkok on 29 July .. no SARs pls, no mad cow pls, no bird flus pls, invade other countries but not bangkok pls.. lol I juz pay for my full trip... Thanks Aden lol I will pay for ur food haha Now waiting for the agency to gimme my air tickets. I going to search for my missing memory card for my camera dunno who steal it.. better own up lor It cost me 80bucks k.

Gals anything wan me to bring bac one better email me now...not too many things pls cos I oso need space for my own thing too.

My eyeballs dropping out soon, my work require me to glue to pc... o dear my eyesight is deteriorating help!!! I wanna laser my eyes( is tt called lasik.. I'm not very sure). MOM... SPON ME.. wahahahahah Actaully no pt wasting my money when I dun take care of my eye sight at all.

Hmmm PLs dun ask me to help u all get triumph bras from bangkok, I noe its cheap budden I dun wan the luggage to be full of bras some more malu leh cos my luggage need to be scan at the airport custom.

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Is working fun??? Is not really tt bad afterall, my working environment still not bad but tt is onli my judgement for 2 days cant really say its good yet. I'm the youngest there, its quite sad cos no one to crack silly jokes with me, they are too old for tt.. lol Most of the ppl there call me xiao mei mei.. hey .. I'm 22 a mature young lady already.. I can watch RA show k not young anymore.. wahahahaha I havent really go into cinema to watch one cos my friends told me tt only old ah pek watch this kinda RA show. Actually I dun wan to watch those RA, I wanna watch those bloody and violent one.

Anyway stop calling me xiao mei mei. Went shopping yest, I'm amazed tt I can do so many things in one day. Morning worked, after tt my bf drive me to orchard to buy me some new office wear cos those who noe me will noe tt I hate to buy those office clothes and love to wear mini skirt cos office wear make me look old lor... lol We went mache( did I spell correctly) for dinner, actually I'm sick of the food there liao, wont be going next time cos the nice eating one only tt few. Went coffee club tok crap after tt anyway is our most frequent do thing, tok cock sing song bohahahaha and then go alley bar for a drink. Looking at the surrounding guys who drink from a bottle look more man .. haha ( my bf was drinking from a bottle too).

Met my jc 1 orientation friend yest.. he say i chg alot.. really? I feel the same .. he say I look more and more like fann( dun make me puke) I look like her??? wahahahahah tt's my joke of the day man. I dun look nerdy in my jc time k.. I'm the first who start the rebonding trend. Not much ppl doing rebonding at tt time cos its cost bout 300 to do one rebonding at tt time. Oooo I oso went to sch with colour hair and I dunno kanna caught how many times... haha But do I look like i care?

Parents are funny ppl, they wan us to grow up and be independent but when I start work.. u guess wat my mom and dad said to me??? Mom say if anyone bully u juz grab ur bag and come home, I still can afford to give u money. bohahahahah Dad say if too tough dun do then follow by my bf... he said: muz take care if too tough dun do not happy with the job oso dun do... wahhhh now then I noe i'm a protected species... not bad not bad.. Living in the world of happiness sia.. Actually work where got easy one.. I will need to grow at and take care of myself eventually. SOOOO dun need to worry bout me ...