This is the view I get from my office ... nice rite...

I have been going through alot of saddness this week, jobs... family .. love life make me crazy. Quite down with luck these days even mahjong oso loss money. Maybe this is life, we wont be always at the high perk but why muz it happen at the same time.

I went to a fruit stall during one of my lunch time this week. Saw red juicy apples and real big one. Are they as juicy as they look or are they onli look good... I wonder wat will I do if I buy a red juicy apple and realise that there's a worm inside. Some ppl will juz cut away the part where the worm has biten and eat the part that is still good. Some ppl will juz throw away the apple. I'm a weird person, stubborn at times. I will take its flaw and cut away the part that is biten by the worm thinking tt it's still juicy. Another part of me want to throw away the apple for the sake of my health. Wat will happen if I ate the apple? Am I silly to be bother bout apple stuff? Maybe I shld spend more time enjoying life, filling the empty part of my life with interesting stuff.

Mom ask me to chg my image. How to chg? At most onli chg the colour of my hair to a more golden colour but I scare I dun look professional enough. She ask me to dress myself too... maybe too much office wear make me look dull, I shld concentrate on more bright colour office wear instead of those normal executive wear tt everyone is wearing. I shld buy more accessories to match the dresses too and more eye shadow for my face instead of using the normal colour. I'm waiting for my first month salary to come so tt I can buy more clothes for myself and give my mom some pocket money and christmas present for my bf. He wan a X box...

I'm tire I need a break off everything.

Suddenly realise tt my island kiss has chg its smell, juz wondering if it's the place tt I place the perfume tt cos it to chg its quality.

I went to my jc friend wedding on sat. She was one of my first few friends tt got married at the age of 22. Really long time nv see my jc friends, they are still the same and one of them even got himself a 15.5 year old gf... omg his gf was really young. I shall not comment much bout his gf haha

I cant stand it really cant stand it anymore. Why do I have such a bossy colleague around, she's only 30++ yet she sound and look like an auntie. She boss me to do things and hello.... I'm not under you, I'm directly under my manager. She tok so loudly till I cannot hear who's on the phone, I cant hear the other party at all till I have to ask her to lower her volume of cos politely. The first dae I met her, I knew tt I will get into trouble with her with my temper and character. Why does she have to be so particular bout things when my manager doesn't even mind. I juz cant understand this kinda ppl at all. Some one save me... haha

I'm waiting for christmas, new yr day and cny so I can have holidays. My bf make a comment ... the more I look forward to all the holidae the longer it seems to come. True True but these are the holidays i have for the first three months cos I wont be taking no pay leave.

I juz on the comp and my sis was like shouting at me saying she wanna use the comp. I juz used it for the first time within this 2 wks... izzit consider alot compare to her???? Why can't I have my own way sometimes? I met unreaonable ppl everyday, I juz hope to have some peace at hm.

I'm bac in S'pore on the 26th of nov and start work on 28th nov. Enjoy and relax abit before my work start cos I have no annual leave for the first three month juz becos i'm still on probation. I will have to take no pay leave which is one big sad case. How can I survive with only 14 daes of annual leave, juz kill me ... haha

The genting trip was fun but the KL trip is abit boring cos I din bought anything from KL. The restaurant tt I always frequent at Genting was either being close down or under renovation. Sad sad. No luck in gambling oso, me and honey lose Rm350 really bad luck every game I bet all lose. Unbelievable ...
I nv went to the theme park, lucky nv buy the tickets, it rain the whole day for 2 days. In the end we went to watch harry porter. The person asked us whether we wanna get the premium seats, I tot is those sofa couple seat so I dun mind paying extra for the comfort since it's juz five more ringgit. I wanna faint when i see the seat, it's no different from any other normal seat, it's premium cos it's at the bac row, furthest from the screen... tt's all. The worst part is I have to see ppl's butt when they need to move out of the cinema to go toilet or watsoever stupid business. We dun call tt premium in S'pore at all. Its lousy.
I have been to KL before but think this is the worst cos I have diarrhoea after eating the seafood there. I will post the pic of the crab after I upload it. I end up going to toilet countless of times during my last day at KL and on the journey bac. It's terrible on the way bac, I tot I will die on the way bac having to control my shit and looking for loo when the bus stopped at every rest point, lucky I make it bac... haha

Went to my new office for the first time on 28th nov, haven been there before cos I was interview at the hq and there are setting a new office at IP. I only noe tt my office is at the 36th floor and I can't really recognise my manager face.
The office was empty, no desk no computer no chair... juz an empty office. I was alright with an empty office cos meaning I dun have to start work on the first dae... hoho. Outside my office was a swimming pool. I dunno it's a swimming pool till I saw a man standing at the lift in his trunk. I tot it is some sort of decoration to beautify the environment. The scencery from the office is damn nice, I can see the whole shenton way and partial sea view from the meeting room. All the chairs, tables, comp came in the late noon, by the end of the dae eveything is set up. We have a short meeting after everything is up, everyone join the comp in hq earlier than me which make me the blur queen there .. not knowing wat to do. I'm oso the youngest there hope no one will bully me... haha
1st Dec was abit busy for me cos the phone system is up, my comp is the new management committee for IP. My manager only set up one main line so tt he can control the ppl tt are helping us in managing the building. Me and my colleagues end up answering those silly calls and got scolded when they get fustrated. Wat the hell?? Wonder how long I will stay at the job, having to increase my workload next week and having to help answering those silly calls think I will go crazy soon. The Hq forgot to send stationary to us.. haha how are we suppose to write? With our blood... haha
The worst part is I have to work every sat for the first three months till the comp is stable... sob sob