I'm Irritating????????

Someone juz complained that I'm irritating... am I? haha
Someone juz complained that I'm a messy gal.... too bad

I dun think my room is really that messy till I've to clean up the room. Since when u become so naggy like my mom??? You're starting to become an uncle ... bleah

Our two weeks old baby Lancer juz got some scratches and dent. My heart feel so pain n ache... ouch, the driver is not me and tt's why the car suffer some injuries... keke
Aiden said that he's going to touch up the scratches and dent on Thur.
All thanks to a Branch, A tiny branch hook to the side mirror and the whole mirror fly into the car hitting Aiden's hand, he loose control of the car and hit the side kerb. Amazing rite... Lucky none of us are injured.
This happened at 5am on Saturday on our way home from Geylang after a majong game... haiz
We won $40 but I dun think it's enough for the touch up.
I only slept for 4 hrs on sat, came home at 5 am plus, wake up at 11am to bath and went Orchard to meet Aiden's colleague to discuss on the Port Dickson Trip. Within 12hrs, We meet for two times, abit bo liao...

I have a new haircut, new colour for my hair and a facial done today. Aiden n mom think my new haircut is nice but i think i look super sau gu with my new hairstyle, but what's done cannot be undone. My face feel so pain with reddness after all the squeezing by my beautician. Hope the reddness will subside tomolo.

Season of LoVe

Oct is really a love season. Alot of my friends are getting married in Oct... Congratulations

My colleagues keep asking me when is my turn?
I have no intention at this moment of time. I seriously cannot stand my colleague who keep boasting about how great her bf is and how much he love her. Every lunch session she will cfm bring out the topic.
I really feel like yelling at her and ask her to gimme a break. From that day I step into my company till now, I keep hearing her saying she's getting married soon till now. I haven seen any action yet.
I see nothing fanciful bout ur marriage. Firstly, you told me you paid for your own ring. This is the greatest joke I've ever heard this year. How could she pay for her own ring???

We don't talk about our bfs or husbands infront of you doesn't mean we are mistreat. There are alot of things to talk about beside washing ur bf's bedsheet, clothes, underwears, cups, plates, mopping the floor, tidying up his room etc etc
The more u mention, it only show one thing........ YOU ARE MISTREAT... lol
I dun do washing, I dun do hsework and that doesn't mean I'm a bad woman, think using ur pea brain before you talk.

Our Car

Friday the 13
Friday the thirteen was supposed to be a very unlucky day but sad to say, this is one of our luckiest day in our life (Aiden and Me). We collected our car.... yehhh Someone to ferry me around, I no longer have to call for cabby again. I will have a private driver from now onwards... keke

Feel so good to have our own car. From Friday onwards, Aiden dun have to wake up early to ferry his dad to work in order to use his dad car........ it's so troublesome anyway. Everyone was like asking, how come the car so dirty, anyway the car dun belong to Aiden, who care whether it's dirty or clean but from now on, it's different. I'm going to instruct Aiden to wax our new Lancer till shiny shiny, shiny till can see my teeth. Dun expect me to help in washing the car, dun forget..... my hands are sensitive. haha I always use this as an excuse not to do hsewk and wash my plates and cups... clever rite.

I will be alone for three days, tt silly Aiden left me alone again. Hope it rain then you will be drench, this is ur retribution for leaving me alone. I noe it's work related but since last week I'm already alone, How could you do tt? and Do you have the heart to leave me alone and fend for myself??? You ask me to be a good gal n take my medication, I will purposely be a bad gal not to take medication. If you continue to leave me alone again after this outfield, I will confirm run away with other guy, burst ur credit card and withdraw all your saving and run off with other guy :( TOOPID U

After the outfield still got another Australia event call WALABI, you are going to leave me alone for more than 3 weeks again. You are really a shitty bf. I hate you. You better gimme enough money to spend for this 3 weeks and buy me a COACH big bag and a GUCCI small handheld bag. You better call me from Australia or else I sell off ur car.... pui

Orchard with Serene
Lucky got Serene to accompany me on Sat, if not I will have to stay at home to mould.
I bought a skirt, Serene also bought a similar one. haha Lucky we are not working in the same place, if not we will look like twin. Really long time din see her already, she put on some wt but she look better with that little wt she put on. Compare to the last time I see her, she was like a skeleton juz becos of tt heartless guy......... see ... Man are nv good, all are heartless.
We gals oso can survive without u guys on sat n sun. We also can shop without u guys, who need u guys to carry shopping bags for us, we gals are strong enough to carry our own shopping bags, pui u guysss. We gals only need u guys to pay for our shopping... LOL

The Question

Is there really so much work to do that you got to come home so late every night???

Only you know the answer but I have my right to chose not to ask and walk away for good for the rest of my life as I'm feeling so insecure and helpless. I've reached my limit.... sorry to say that, even my GM dun work so late.....

Who's that lady who called you when we go prawn fishing and why are you so nervous when I talked about her... till now, I still dun have a reasonable answer from you. Maybe you wont tell me but........ I wont forget bout her.

Marriage to me is so far away, my sixth sense tell me that we wont be together but why are we still holding on. Maybe both of us are waiting for each other to bring out the issue. I cant really tok to you, since when we sit down to tok when things turn nasty, nv once.
What good do we gain by putting 2 people of different personality, different character, different like and dislike together? We gain nothing, but just wasting our time trying so hard to put everything in the right place, thinking it will work but can it really work..... let's just dun deceive ourself.

Even if we marry, I know it will be hard for us to maintain.
I'm afraid to leave you, I'm not sure if I can survive with a life without you by my side, I'm too use to you. Too use to having you by my side ... wonder if it's called love or we are just too used to having each other's company. Too use to you supporting me morally and physically. You are the one I turn to for help when I'm in trouble, and I'm not sure how to react to situation without you in my life .........

I hate you too