I'm not A Princess.....

I'm not a princess but I'm someone's darling and child. I also have parents to dote on me and I'm someone's grand daughter too.
I didn't come from a wealthy family but doen't mean I don't deserve a grand wedding. I didn't ask for much, but just a memorable wedding that I can remember till I die. Is every girls dream and not just mine too... Am I so worthless that I don't desrve one? I cannot sleep at all, not even after one glass of red wine. Today is Mother's Day and I think my mom would be sad if she know about what happen... I shant tell her, I have given her enough trouble, I shant let her worry about me. I'm old enough to handle my own stuff. I didn' ask for a five star grand wedding and why must you say such hurting words and compare with ur grand daughter. I hate comparison and I'm sure Aiden don't wish to be compare also. I know ur future grand son-in-law is very rich and he can afford 5 star hotel wedding, I din even compare mine to them and I din even ask for that... Why must you say such nasty thing to me, I lost all respect for you.
Ur daughter deserve something good although I'm not ur daughter but I'm my mom dearest too.
Whatever joy and happiness are all gone. I don't know how to carry on the wedding planning anymore. Thought wedding planning should be full of happiness but I don't feel it at all. What must I suffer the same fate as my mom and what did I do to deserve all that treatment.Thanks for the propose but all happinese are gone now, I really do not know what to do...