CuTiE

Cute rite ... Very good to hug haha

Hmmm dunno why some of my pics so big and some so small... my friends tot is pattern .. actually no lah. The reason is very simple... COS I DUNNO HOW TO RESIZE.. lol

BaD WeAtHeR

Going to rain soon, how to bbq later? Nice weather to z so after writing this blog I'm going bac into my lala land again. Later maybe can take the pic of my ang mo niece and put in the blog... haha Very tire today din z well maybe too much troubles in my brain, muz seriously think bout my future like wat I wanna be in the future. I rem my teacher asking me this question when I was in pri one and we were made to write a composition bout it.

When I was young I seriously wan to be a nurse or a teacher and maybe this was the reason I joined st john but I eventually give up the idea of being a nurse lar. I rem visiting a local hospital and tour all the dept in the hospital, if we are keen to be a nurse we can still attach to the hospital for 2 weeks. During the tour, the sight of patient with open wounds and hospital smell make me sick. I was bout the sign up for the attachment but was told tt I have to bath the patient, help them to clean up the wound. Then I ask the nurse... bath the patient? Male or female? She say Both... wah pian bath for a male? If the patient need help in going toilet I muz help too... from tt times onwards I noe tt being a nurse is not my cup of tea. I shiver with fear when we visited the mortuary of the hospital. We din go in juz watch the building from far. I dun dare to turn my head bac cos ppl always say if u feel uneasy better dun turn our head bac esp in a dark street. So my choice left with being a teacher.. go NIE and get a teacher degree, life would be boring if i do tt, I wont have any more choice in my career path but to be a teacher forever and ever. I gave up the idea of being a teacher after I start giving tuition... kids nowadays are damn notti and most impt I cant stand stupid students, teach till I die and repeat everyday they oso will forget. Better kill me kill me kill me .. lol So now I oso dunno wat I wan. Be Tai Tai shake legs go shopping high tea but no money leh... hoho

My friend dunno how to use her newly bought nokia 6670 bohahahaha now I like her consultant.. renee I gonna charge u consultant fee... haha joking lar. Very easy to use one lar.. quite a good phone. I like this phone very much cos I chg my result mmc card then can install lotsa games.

My B|nTAn Tr|p GoNe

Sad rite... I book the hotel already, every thing settle yet I got to cancel the whole thing cos my honey cannot apply for leave. I try to give it to Renee but her bf oso cannot apply for leave, wat shld I do with the hotel room. But nvm lar got lotsa time to go next time.

Wat's wrong with sitting at home and shake legs... Its my business and I love to do it and I want to juz sit at hm doing nothing. Juz stop calling my mom and ask her have ur daughter found a job, why dun wan to find? Thanks for those who concern bout my future juz stop giving me stress to look for a job, its my life I dun need ppl to be so concern bout it till it become a pressure on me. I DUN NEED HELP IN LOOKING FOR JOB TOO... Its not funny to crack silly jokes like .. no job be a toilet cleaner lor.. for ur information its not funny at all. Hello ..I'm an undergraduate.. For all ppl who are concern bout my future.. I haven send out any application form and I dun intend to. I onli enjoy my holiday for merely 23 days and for god sake it's not enough. I will be working for LIFE so can I deserve this little break. CAN? I haven go for my tour yet and I haven recover from the stress that I have been getting from my exam. Juz call me lazy if u like but not everyone can afford to be lazy like I do, LAZY require vitamin M too, its not easy K. My bf gimme money so wat.. my bf dun feel the pain dun feel the need for me to work and why is everyone so concern. Most of my friends oso sitting at hm go clubbing shopping high tea.. wat's wrong with tt? Juz becos my cousin from nus got himself a job doesn't mean I need to ok. And... I dun intend to get a car to strain myself in every way.. I'm a gal I love to be drive around, I dun need a car man.. My bf graduating next yr, he got his dream car and he sure will get himself a car, do we really need two cars move our ass around? I nv have the idea of getting a car and will nv cross my mind. No money to pay installments anyway, I love branded stuff, I rather spend on branded stuffs..

Yest nite, I make a fuss out of the job incident, can all those ppl leave me alone. I cry till I headache yest nite and make my bf so worried bout me tt he keep sms me today whether I'm alrite. Hungry now .. going for lunch now.

Very VERY Bored

HAha dunno wat to do at hm, orchard oso shop till I sian liao... Any suggestion wat to do I'm so sian at hm. Maybe its time for me to get a job but my result haven come out very difficult to find a job. Maybe maybe look for a temp one. Maybe.... haha
Last yr I got a job, I was paid to file my nails.. meaning nothing to do there onli chat on msn, do some basic accounting, clerical job answering phone calls, the pay not bad.. haha i wanna look for this kinda job again. Can call me lazy pig, I dun mind cos not everyone can afford to be lazy lol Frankly speaking, I'm really a very lazy person. At least I dare to admit.
Juz finish my Da Vinci COde, not bad but abit chim, now starting on another one called MORNING AFTER shld be not bad. Judging my reading speed think I need a week to finish my book..haha GOod books muz slowly read one not scan through. SO Aiden dun keep saying my speed very slow.
I juz fax my bintan registration form to Nirwana hotel resort, it cost me $1 lor, dunno the shopkeeper got calculate wrong anot, tot fax is the same as calling need $1 meh somemore dunno how many second onli. Nvm lar, worse fear is Nirwana nv receive my application form cos till now haven receive any email, they say they will email me to cfm the booking. Yeh going to Bintan. Later I call agency to ask bout Bangkok Trip, my friend told me the airport tax has risen. But who cares I'm not the one paying... hmmm Bohahahaha I'm going to conquer Siam Square and MBK *wink*
Shld I invest in peach girl comics like very waste money rite. My friend got the Taiwanese version VCD hey .. u noe wat to do hor... haha waiting for u to volunteer to lend me leh.
My friends ask me y no tag box, y no link, all these I wrote for fun haha no need to link lar. Tag box better dun, wait my sis vandalise my tag box. Me and her 8 character chiong ar.. haha keep fighting but onli for fun lar. Overall she's still very CUTE lar, this is the kinda word she LOVES she hear lor.. eg pretty, sweet, adorable, nice, good or juz say she n ah di very compatible lor... PUI! PUKE! HOw could I deceive myself to say all these lol (joking lar) -- add on if not she kill me later.

Nice Nice

Fried Chicken Chop nice rite.. shld be very nice lar if not honey wont say its good. Look at the glutton in the picture.. lol Thumb up keke . These few days weather damn hot, cannot stand it liao wanna cry.. haha


Hope he can get his leave this coming monday then I can go Bintan this weekend, nv go before, but friends all say not bad lar. Actually wanna give up this Bintan trip one cos everyone is so busy no leave, if wasted on this trip then my Bangkok trip how? I die die oso wanna go Bangkok. Nv go before abit mountain turtle.. haha but nvm lar

Hong kong now got disney land liao, when i went last time only got ocean park. I nv go ocean park cos been to korea two largest amusment park liao, no point going in when its all the same. Korea got one freak lol dunno tt animal is called tiger or lion cos its the merger of tiger and lion. So poor thing no identity. Think I already check out most of the things i need to noe bout Thailand liao, now waiting for someone to cfm the trip onli cos he wanna go with his man... haiz outing army outing .. dun ask the whole company to go lar ask a few can liao.

Weather so hot all my pimples are popped out. SO SAD I really hate june lor, hotest month of the yr, can the sky juz cry abit to reduce the temperature. This kinda weather really will kill.Die of dehydration. This thur going for his army friends gathering, muz charge my digital camera to take some pics, haven take any pics of myself ever since i perm my hair. Talk bout my sickening digital cam, I received it as a V day present 2 yrs ago at the price of 699 and now it dropped to 399 wat the hell man. Time to chg.. lol maybe shld get a better digital with video and sound one. WAIT TILL I WORK. Dunno wat shld I wear, muz be presentable.

Sat still got bbq and my bf officers gathering. O god cut me into half.. haha My cousin coming bac from State with her hubby and daughter, nv seen her for ages liao, I cfm will go, guest appearance oso not bad lol. NV see her hubby before. Not chinese not ang mo dunno wat race cant rem liao. She's the first in the family to marry diff race. I wan oso lol... I dunno wat race i wan to marry to, definitely not malays and cfm not indian ( bad luck with them) make me suay onli. Indonesian Chinese oso not bad very rich.. haha

Yest went to ntuc to buy mosquito coil with my bf, tt tooz boy see the wrong price tag tot one box of coil cost 14++ where got so x one, then muz well kanna bit anyway after checking it cost onli $0.55. Anyway I will rem tt u use ur nail to sink it into my skin for the first time. It's pain lor. Haha we always fight but onli he kanna beaten. So proud of myself.

Piss OFF

TT Aiden dunno wat's going on in his brain.. keep asking me to get myself a pair of sunglass( for wat) I wont be using it anyway. Its a waste of money. I will onli allow him to buy once we have our own car, no pt buying now. Wait ppl say we trying to act cool... lol dun ask me to choose anymore. Buy now wait out dated then I regret how? U going to buy another one for me. hahaha

Know u're a meat eater... later I made fry pork chop for u and mango pudding.. nice! yummy yummy.

Yest went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith.. very nice two thumbs up.. wonder wat will happen to me if I fight with Aiden... I noe.. I will become the most flat roti prata in the world... bohahahahah. This week he haven look at my blog yet, think he see his pic on my blog I will become prata too. The most amusing fact is i'm 1.69m wt 47kg I nv lose to him in any fight before. He's 1.8m 79kg lol.

I juz received a msg requesting me to massage for him... hmmm how bout using the osim machine? I help u on the machine and keep eveything bac for u after use.. set haha Ask me to massage even more x then those professional.. bohahahaha

My NeW WatcH

haha.. This is the DKNY watch I aim for 3 three weeks

Finally I got this watch, who dare to say my watch not nice.. I'm a woman of taste k .. hahaha like real. I bought the one with pink face cos I think its more special and its my favourite colour. The white face one look for classy. The one with pink crystal I will buy it with my first pay, think by the time I get my first pay, the watch will be outdated. I'm still sitting at hm, haven even send out any resume.. lazy sia haha But I still have no intention to send any out yet, I dun even know the one I wrote previously is in which document haha Shld be gone afterall the virus amd worm attack and reformat. I bought another skirt too, great singapore sale muz use this period to get all the things I wan.

Hubby ironing clothes for me

Xing Fu leh... haha he is oso ironing his uniform cos he said I dunno how to iron and make a mess haha true true.. Today he bought lotsa things oso one espirit shirt and a rip curl tee-shirt. Think he is going to kill me for putting this pic, he dun even noe I took the pic.

Nice DiNNeR

Spaghetti WiF ClAm... Nice rite

ALmoNd Jelly wif Longan but where's the longan.. haha haven put yet

Sting Ray with black pepper sauce but my bf said it look like chicken in the pic

Cream of Mushroom.. can one bohahahaha

7pm.. Waiting for my bf to come hm, he's on cab already.

7.05. He reached hm, but still cannot start dinner yet.. cos I need to tell him how long and how hard it is for me to prepare the dinner. Actually no lar, juz wanna make him look and the food and drool. See no touch first.. bohahaha I spend round 1hr 15min to prepare all this lah, not very long cos most of them can buy from the shelf like the pasta sauce and the cream of mushroom.

7.30pm .. start dinner. Forgot to take pic of him eating .. haha he's going to kill me for tt

BeauTifuL LunCh

ChicKen Chop

PoRk Chop
Who Dare to say I dunno HOW to cook? Nice rite.. I spend the whole morning preparing lunch for my mom and sis. Nite still muz prepare again but for a special person which is my bf... My sis SAID she wanna help me but she onli sit down there asking me to do this and tt and onli see the talking no action at all. I used to it liao .. lol

Long time nv cook liao, made a mess in the kitchen, I spend half an hr cleaning up the mess, but I think its worth it. A gal muz not onli has the required educational level but oso a good cooking skill. No guy can stand a gal who dunno how to cook and got to eat out. It's so unhealthy and I always get sick of eating outside after a while. I make it a pt to come hm for dinner from monday to friday. Sat and sun all good food from outside .. haha

I juz permed my hair yest, I think my hair is too short to carry the curl, muz grow longer abit, muz tell myself not to cut my hair.. haha This morn my bf sit at my bedside looking very stress out, he very 'ke lian' got to wake up early and go work every morn. If its me tt need to travel tt far think I will faint, the good part is I can choose my job but he cant. THink I muz really cook a good meal to cheer him up. Hope his boss dun give him too much work to do. Actually sign on is not really tt good afterall, imagine all ur friends enjoying their holiday yet u got to wake at at 5.30am to prepare for work. The best part of taking a scholarship is dun have to worry bout money. Mom oso think its very tiring to wake up tt early and travel tt far to work. Nvm, three months will past very fast, endure abit k, I will always be there for u haha.. more likely is the other way round.. hoho

Plain Blogskin

I prefer this skin, the previous one is too kiddy for me. Although this skin is not fanciful but is good enough for me as plain is the best. My bf always say I out of fashion no taste.. haha Actually I prefer plain stuff, I'm not the kinda gal who will go for Jap fashion tt kinda stuff of colourful eye shadow thick makeup, I always believe natural is the best. If I've no fashion and no taste, R u implying tt I choose u cos I no taste too.. lol I choose u cos I prefer plain ( not complicated guys) .

Office WeAr

WEnt shopping with Renee yest, Can u imagine I had a hard time looking for suitable office wear. I onli manage to get one formal top for interview. Think I look like those small kids trying to act adult when I'm in formal wear. Muz be my hair, I'm going to perm it bac by this week. Actually I miss my curl but too bad my hair not long enough to look good in curl juz perm it first and let it grow longer. My hair really look dry .. haha I have been perming rebonding colouring perming and these process go on and nv stop. Even my bf is fed up with me.
We spend 26++ at coffee club, the coffee is real nice and the cake is not bad. Muz bring my bf to drink Mexicano next time cos its good... if he is to pay hmmm think he rather go coffee shop and save the money for something constructive.
Eyeing two watches both from DKNY, one is loud one is feminine with pink crystal. The loud one cos $195 not very expensive for a DKNY watch, the pink crystal one cos $235, which shld I get. Think I will get both... keke My bf wanna get one for me since he is getting his pay then the other one I will get it using my first pay then. Good idea rite, get the loud one first cos I dun have such a loud watch afterall.
Suppose to go clubbing tonite, but Renee's dad is in hospital. We chg to next week haha Actually if I go today, no one pay for me cos hubby not free to go. TOmolo he had ibbt or ippt i dunno wat is tt called haha Simple and sweet NAFA test which i used the term during my jc time. HOpe Renee's dad get well soon. Sunday all go shopping k, finally everyone finish their paper. Y choose Sunday cos someone has guard duty and ask me to jio friends out. So sad no one to sing me to z at nite.. hoho

DreAmZ

If you're the kinda who spend half of your time dreaming think its time to wake up ur idea. Why AM I toking bout dreaming stuff, its becos when I'm giving tuition last time, my kids love to dream.. day dreaming. He always get a earful from me if I saw him dreaming .. y build a cloud in the air. There are alot of side effects from dreaming.
Firstly, U wont get good result. The reason is simple, when U dream u will tend to switch off and u wont noe wat's happening in the surrounding. How could u listen to ur teacher when u dream at the same time. The common sentence I always hear from my student is," I dun understand wat the teacher is talking bout" I will ask:" which part u need me to explain again" My student will reply:" I dunno which part I dun understand, can u explain it again" FAINT How could ur result be good if u r a dreamer?
Secondly, dreamers are loser. My mom always say " Why dream, work harder get wat u wan in life." Very meaningful sentence and I think its quite true. Those elite dun dream and they strive for wat they wan in life. When I'm bout to fall into my dream during lect I will tend to go for a walk or get a cup of coffee then bac to lect. Comparing the ability from my students, those who dream when I'm explaining are those with bad result.
Thirdly, those ppl who dream are those with no confident and ability. If you have everythiing in life, y need to dream, use ur abilty to strive for things. BUT this sentence onli apply to meaningful goal not snatching others' bf or gf and be the third party.
I have everything I wan so far, my life goes smoothly, I dun ask for much. I'm the kinda gal who will strive my my goal but not dream cos dream wont come true. Unless I dun wan and give up my goal if not no one can stop me or even smash everything I build with my bare hands. Everything I got now are all my hardship. I'm not a bright student in sch, but I work hard to get wat I wan in life including my certificate. PPl work for 2 hrs I work for 3hrs to get to understand the comcept the bright student understand in 2hrs. This is me .. this time round I dun get it I will try again till I get it. Clever ppl dun dream ...

FiNaLLy..

Finally get to go shopping after 2 months of torturing from my books and notes. Its a whole family programme today including my bf. Although he nv buy anything but its his pleasure and honour to carry the shopping bags for three women .. lol He wanted to buy another pair of oakley but he thinks its abit too expensive so tt means I will get for him as a birthday present( maybe...) haha cos now my element M all come from mom and him. If I use my card to buy its the same as using his money to buy for himself.. clever rite then I dun have to spend a single cent.. even more clever rite.. lol
After shopping for whole day finally realised I'm old liao. After the shopping trip, my whole body and leg oso ache. Is this an indication that I'm getting old? I used to go for shopping marathon and it lasted 2 weeks of doing nothing except eat sleep shop and sight-seeing. 2 weeks of shopping marathon, My body oso nv feels anything.. hmm Time to go for spa and body massage... haha Tai Tai lifestyle. I wanted to look for job one but juz tt everyone urge me to rest for a period of time first somemore someone is paying for my allowance y not.
My sis was talking bout asshole will have a burning sensation when shitting after eating hot stuff during lunch. I'm utterly disguested by wat she said. She was toking bout shit after I have my first month of prawn noodles.. thank leh gal U really getting very notti nowadays.. haha

My NeW LcD

Hmmm, went expo with my bf to look for a new LCD screen, got a samsung LCD in the end. NOt bad 17inch one. I planned to get a 15 inch one cos its cheaper and I dun need such a big screen to occupy my table. After considering the comfort of the eye, my bf urge me to buy a 17 inch one and he paid for it.. Thanks leh.. haha My mom paid him part of the amt back since he refused to take the full amt.
After assembling the full set of the computer, we finally realised that my extra cpu is not working at all, hope my cousin can get it repaired cos if not the new LCD screen will be wasted... so sad

Respect Urself

Came across an article today and one of the para says: Respect others and, most of all urself. Don't cheapen ur life by spending it throwing urself at men, especially men who are taken. Life is short - try to live it honourably. Nice para which I love it very much and one more thing, dun let others have the chance to call u slut, think its fun.. think twice before u said it's fun, dun live with regret. If u win and the guy is with u by ur side, I've got nothing to say. But dun make me LUFF at you when the guy turn ur back at u leaving u hurt and bruised thoroughly cos u deserved it. There is onli ONE winner in the end and it's always the gal who gets everything. Dun deceive urself by saying : U dun ask for long lasting but onli care bout loving once. Dun me me luff again cos the winner always get the long lasting love. Too bad if u got nothing in the end, no one will pity u call urself LOSER. Clever gals dun throw ourselves to guys cos there is not a need to, y .. reason is simple, if u r good enough, there will be plenty of guys surrounding u, only born loser need to be thrown and the worse part is U R BEING FOOLED.
To all the gals who are being hurt by this so called noble love by the third party, picked urself up, dun let them have the chance to hurt u, live happily cos they will have their retribution. Dun live under their shadow walked out cos the one who live in agony is always the loser.

My BaBy BeAr

See the baby w/o the pant, the singlet is oversize.. reason is simple, the person who bought the clothes bought it at the wrong size.. haha Thanks to Aiden, but anyway its very nice of u to buy the clothes for the bear, the previous set was already yellowish due to frenquent hugging by me .. haha

It's a complementary gift from my bf last last christmas, forgot wat he actually gimme, think was a hp.. together think i got 4 hps from u liao.. thanks leh, my supplier for hp.. lol Hmmm his friends and my friends are all asking the same qns .. HOW WE GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER? Maybe I shld write in my next blog to let all my friends noe how we met then they wont ask me again. Sorry if there's typo cos lazy gal wont check for typo after typing.

Diamonds
Haha which gals dun like diamondssss, I love it cos its always associated with how deeply ur bf love u. I got 2 rings one by mom one by my bf, a necklace, bracelet by mom, pair of earring by bf and another pair by mom... envy leh
The ring by my bf is abit small but then its a pre-engagement ring tt means I will get a bigger one if its the real engagment ring. TT ring was given to me bout 2 yrs ago trying to tie me down with the ring.. haha i'm too young at tt time. The first pair was silver one, he sealed them in a bottle with candle wax cos we no longer wear them. The pair of earrings is much more expensive than the ring, he gimme for no reason no special occasion cos I juz love diamonds.. haha He always say I'm a high maintenance gal which is not true ok. I always get wat i wan my self by saving my pocket money but dunno why the thing juz appear b4 I get to complete saving the full amt... haha Sooo not my fault. Ur coming bd I already noe wat to give u liao, dun ask i wont say i will zip my mouth no matter how u torture me to say.

Driving
Talking bout driving I wanna vomit blood liao. Yest I got to drive for the first time after 2 months. Can u imagine I forgot everything. I hit every kerb and knock down 2 poles.. haha tt lesson is for me to make a fool out of myself.. haha My instructor really poor thing got to stand under the hot sun to pick up the poles.. lol But sometimes I juz dun like some of my instructors I will juz purposely knock the pole down for them to pick. Hope I can pass my driving this time abit hopeless but I will try my best. If not the person who pay for my lesson will kill me but he nv scold me whenever I failed my test, this make me feel guilty. HE always say its ok try again next time dun stress urself .. wat a good bf lol Indirectly making me feel guilty. The next test is I pay myself one, maybe my money will bring me more luck in passing. Mom always say she help me with the down payment for my car haiz whether I can pass my driving anot is a ? Anyway no money how to support car, I pay down payment lar then she help me with installment then maybe I can afford the car lol My bf always say he muz prepare another amt of maintenance fee after he got his first car if i am to drive HIS car. Actually wat he say is true lar, cos I really blur blur one

Newbies

Hmmm, juz started this blog.. for fun I supposed. Exam juz over, suddenly my load and burden juz gone. Is this a good sign? I dun really think it is cos I felt so aimless now. Exam might be stress but at least I get to work to achieve my aim. Is the aim reachable, this time round, I told myself I already give my very best. Currently I'm looking forward to my bintan trip maybe next week, haven confirm the date yet. Maybe another thailand trip after bintan. Wanting to go thailand ever since dunno when but nv have any chance. Been to Hong Kong,Korea and shenzhen before. For those who wanna go Shenzhen think twice, i nv like the place. FOr those who wanna experience cold weather, Korea is not a bad choice cos I enjoyed my stay there very much. Get to wear four layers of clothes including my super thick jacket, dun have to worry if u fall cos it will be painless, the clothes are too thick.. haha For gals who like to shop, Hong Kong is really a good choice. O ya, you can get to buy different design of boots in Korea and is damn damn cheap ranging from 20 to 50 over dollars onli. I will tour Europe, Aust and states if i've element m haha Mom gimme money .. haha joking lar. As a student I dun hope for much lar, Taiwan will do. After I start working I will definitely tour Europe.