Saturday, June 25, 2005

BaD WeAtHeR

Going to rain soon, how to bbq later? Nice weather to z so after writing this blog I'm going bac into my lala land again. Later maybe can take the pic of my ang mo niece and put in the blog... haha Very tire today din z well maybe too much troubles in my brain, muz seriously think bout my future like wat I wanna be in the future. I rem my teacher asking me this question when I was in pri one and we were made to write a composition bout it.

When I was young I seriously wan to be a nurse or a teacher and maybe this was the reason I joined st john but I eventually give up the idea of being a nurse lar. I rem visiting a local hospital and tour all the dept in the hospital, if we are keen to be a nurse we can still attach to the hospital for 2 weeks. During the tour, the sight of patient with open wounds and hospital smell make me sick. I was bout the sign up for the attachment but was told tt I have to bath the patient, help them to clean up the wound. Then I ask the nurse... bath the patient? Male or female? She say Both... wah pian bath for a male? If the patient need help in going toilet I muz help too... from tt times onwards I noe tt being a nurse is not my cup of tea. I shiver with fear when we visited the mortuary of the hospital. We din go in juz watch the building from far. I dun dare to turn my head bac cos ppl always say if u feel uneasy better dun turn our head bac esp in a dark street. So my choice left with being a teacher.. go NIE and get a teacher degree, life would be boring if i do tt, I wont have any more choice in my career path but to be a teacher forever and ever. I gave up the idea of being a teacher after I start giving tuition... kids nowadays are damn notti and most impt I cant stand stupid students, teach till I die and repeat everyday they oso will forget. Better kill me kill me kill me .. lol So now I oso dunno wat I wan. Be Tai Tai shake legs go shopping high tea but no money leh... hoho

My friend dunno how to use her newly bought nokia 6670 bohahahaha now I like her consultant.. renee I gonna charge u consultant fee... haha joking lar. Very easy to use one lar.. quite a good phone. I like this phone very much cos I chg my result mmc card then can install lotsa games.