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Pre Marriage Symptom

I dunno what's wrong with me, I'm suffering from pre-marriage symptom. I think most of the people regardless of males or females will suffer from this pre-marriage symptom, starting to feel unsure and shaky about my stand. I keep asking myself these questions... Will I be happy? Is he the one? Will he hurt me in future? Will things go well for us? Will we quarrel? Can we commit ourselves? Can I just live with him without my parents by my side? Can I be mature enough to face all the difficulties in front of us? Houseworks, bills, car loan, meals, house loan, insurance....... can we handle ourselves?
Think I'm just a fool asking myself these questions, if i'm uncertain, why are we still together for almost 5 years. He is part of my life and I'm wondering am I part of his life. Marriage life is a uncertain future ahead and I'm sure Aiden feel the uncertainty too.