A CaLL ThaT FrEsHeN My Dae

I received a call at 2pm this afternoon. The caller id cannot detect the number at all and all it appear on the screen was just plainly a 'call'. I answered the call, the voice was a guy's voice, it was Aiden's voice. I'm so happy that he still remember to call, he ask me my whereabout. I'm at home resting but after receiving his call, all my pain all gone with the air. I'm going to take leave on 7th December and go out with him.
Before he come back, I better bring the car to a car wash. It was so dusty, I must admit that I did not wash the car at all... lol I'm going to ask him to drive me to Tampines swimming pool, I heard that there's a Japanese restaurant over that which sell cheap Japanese food.

To Aiden: your bonus is 2.2 months, you better bring me to eat good food... haha

Today is my sis's Prom Nite and my whole family is so busy because of her. I must admit she look like a princess tonight, all thanks to my make up... keke Lucky I'm on MC today and I can do ur makeover for you. I really think that my family members are all very talented in helping 'ugly girl' and turn them into 'beautiful swan' (you know who you are lah, S****A). Think she's going to skin me alive for saying this.... keke
My aim is to open a bridal shop, it feel good to see couple getting marry with my help. I think I will feel like an angel. My mum can do the hair part and I can do the makeover part. Before I open my own shop think I have to put in more effort and start looking for school to attain some certificate in doing makeup. The word 'makeup' sound funny to me.. haha

I watched superstar today and yesterday. The standard of the girls yesterday are super poor, I don't even want to listen to them sing. The guys group are much better today.

5 MoRe DaEs & I'm SiCk

Its almost 11am in the morning and I'm at home. I went to office in the morning but went to A&E dept to see Doc. The doc give me 1 day MC. Thanks to the doc, I get to rest today.
I have lotsa things that i need to get it done by today but I cant be bother anymore, I really need a rest, a super good rest. I told the doc that i got a mega ucler in my mouth but he din gimme ucler cream.... so sad

My colleague laugh at me and said that I muz be love sick. Five more days and I get to see Aiden again. I got so many things to tell him, think i will cry when I see him on the 5th Dec.

Vulnerable

Is life really that vulnerable? Yesterday kicking and today is dead. Life and death is juz within one second. Within this one second, it changes the fate of ur love ones' life too. If I can choose, I will choose to leave earlier than my love ones.
As the coffin drove away from my block, I still cannot believe that the guy that I once call "uncle" last Saturday was gone forever. This is life, so vulnerable yet full of excitment cos you wont know what is going to happen tomorrow.

10 MoRe DaeS

Haha, 10 more days to go. He called me yesterday, asking me anything happened when he's not around. Hmmm nothing much happen, juz tt I went dinner with Renee at Crystal jade then to coffee club for smoothies on Wed.
I attended my neighbour's funneral yesterday and this is the first time I attended a Christian funeral. They love to sing alot and asked me to join in, but i dunno the songs at all. The atmosphere is quite different from buddhism funneral, it's not as sad and scary as buddhism one. My mom going to help out today as my neighbour requested her. I oso dunno what can my mom do there beside sitting down there and eat peanuts.

I chg my Saturday shift with my colleague so tt I dun have to go back to work on Saturday for the whole for next month. Since Aiden is not around, I muz well work to pass my time.
Anyway I'm very piss off today, I keep asking myself how much does a pink foldable umbrella cost? Why I ask this toopid question.... my silly manager called my colleague, she happen to be not around so the clever me being helpful answer the call for her. My manager ask me to call my sister company becos she left her PINK FOLDABLE UMBRELLA in the meeting room. I was like..... izzit a muz to do this kinda bo liao thing for u, I'm not ur personal assistant. That umbrella was ur personal belonging and is none of my business.
Somemore my sister's company was so big, few blocks of flat, how would anyone bother bout ur umbrella. Anyway, I lodge a lost and found report at my sister company..keke The security think I muz be nuts, the security gimme the HP no of another manager, I called and no one answer so the story comes to the end. I'm not going to waste my time on ur silly umbrella. If there's another incident like this again, I'm going to Feedback to GM.... Manager anyhow use her authority....

12 DaEs To Go

12 more days and I can see Aiden again, I miss him so much. It has been 4 days since I last received his call. Wonder how he's doing, wondering is he suffering in Aussie and is he alright. Hope he will call me soon.

My neighbour's dad pass away. It was so sudden and I really cant believe my ears when my mom told me during dinner time. I juz saw him few days ago in the lift and he seems so alright and healthy. He die of sudden attack of virus in his heart. Mom planned to go to his wake tomolo. Life is full of uncertainties, we wont know what will happen tomorrow.

I'm considered fortunate to have my parents supporting me all along. Whatever trouble i'm in, they are the first to run to my side. I really cannot imagine my life without them.
I'm always very pessimistic about life and always think tt onli all the unfortunate things happen on me. Compare to others, all my unfortunates are onli peanuts. I muz really learn how to appreciate the good things tt happen on me. Whatever misfortunate, I have already overcome and I hope that my life will be a better one ahead.

The weather is so cold today which add on to the sad atmosphere at my neighbourhood. I like cold weather but today is exceptional, I miss Aiden.

I'm going to drive my sister back from work, mom is going with me to guide me along.... keke
Hope one day I can drive on my own with confidence and no one sitting beside me to guide me.

3Rd Dae

Aiden has left Singapore for three daes already, 14 more days to go and I get my huggies back. He din call me today, so sad.....
I din sleep well for the past two days cos I really miss him....

My eyes are red and sore in the morning, I suspect ..... my colleague has pass her sore eye to me. We chased her home yest for fear that she passed her sore eye to us. She got no choice but to go A&E dept to see doc and she got 2 days of MC. SO GOOD, but we make her come bac to work today due to the Exsa award. A simple award presentation but my manager make it so complicated. Why must she get so stress out over small thing... haiz
After the award, she found out that my colleague left out the Robinson vouchers out for all the award winner. I seriously think it's not my colleage fault, she should guide us and teached us wat to do as we are all newbies, no one done this kinda award presentation at all. Enough of my word, I shan complain anymore today.

I went to Botanical Garden foodcourt for lunch today, I got discount using my staff pass and the stall tender told me that I'm the first to use the discount. Should I feel proud... haha or should I feel cheapskate as I'm the onli one who use the discount, but I'm entitle to the discount so why should I waste the benefit. This is one of my better lunch becos it's a lunchout. I dun have to stay in office for lunch, so happy.

SaD....Aiden Leaving SpOrE

Sooo Sad, I send Aiden to Airport this Morning, I cant see him for three weeks. He promise to call me whenever he can. I start to miss him already, guess he's on the plane now enjoying his afternoon nap. No huggies for three weeks.

Yest I went for road orientation course conducted by Mr Aiden Ng. The most amazing thing is I still rem how to drive after so long. Although I pass my driving for more than a yr, I still put on the P Plate to warn ppl that i', a road hazard... lol The image of the car was spoilt by my P Plate. Somemore the P Plate was so yellowish, think it belong to Aiden's elder sis, I no money to buy P Plate so muz borrow from his sis first. Haha I find it a waste of money to put the plate.

PoRt DickSon

Port Dickson is really a good place for relaxation cos there nothing to do there. The most eye catching thing is the beach and the swimming pool there. Nice view of the sea from the balcony of our hotel.




Aiden posing with the coconut.

















The bathroom along the beach was so dirty, eerie and smelly.
I dun dare to bath inside at all.

Really enjoyed myself at Port Dickson, the only bad thing about Port Dickson is there's no shopping there. Anything we need, we got to drive out. Even for meals, we got to drive all the way to Port Dickson Town inorder to look for better food. For the four days, the onli leisure we have is playing majong, drinking and swimming.

This picture was taken before

we left the hotel.

Wat HaVe I DoNe?

Monday was always the bad start of a new week but I din expect mine to be so bad. I just dun understand why my boss love to disturb everyone of us during lunch time, cant she let us have that miserable one hr break??? Actually her sudden outburst of anger was accumlated from morning 8.30am to 1.30pm and at 1.45pm, she suddenly cant take it anymore.
She storm into the meeting room where we always have our lunch, she bark at me for not filing n not signing MRF for every P file. I was like ???? wat is MRF in the first place? Why must we file MRF in every p file? Who has the authority to sign the MRF? Why nobody tell me muz do the MRF thing? All these questions keep appearing in my head while listening to her silly lecture until to a point tt I finally cant take it anymore, I start to rebuke back.
Me:"XXX, no body teach me wat is MRF ever since I step into the company and you cant fault me for something that I do not know"
Boss: Then why din you open your mouth to ask? Who's going to be responsible?
Me: How am I suppose to open my mouth when I din even heard of that before till today? No one mention tt to me before too.
My boss got nothing to say so she change topic and aim my colleague.
Boss: How can you leave all ur leaves form lying on ur table? Wat if someone come into the office and take one of ur leave form? How can u ensure nothing was lost before? (This was pretty stupid cos my colleague table was super clean, my head was full of question mark when boss scold her for being messy) How can u ppl leave confidential documents around? ( If we dun put documents on the table, where shall we put? In the dustbin? on the Floor?) How can all of your not do your filing? (we did our filing once in a bluemoon, we dun have so much time to follow up so many things.) Wat happen if u ppl leave the organisation? Wat will happen to the ppl who took over ur stuff? (She expect us to leave sooner or later, I oso tot of leaving tt horrible place everyday) garbage in garbage out........(she saying wat we did is rubbish, I feel like slapping her)
That lunch was a super sad lunch, cos the lecturing go on for 30 to 45min and full of nonsense n craps that we din even done at all.
Someone asked my boss .... can a pregnant woman work nite shift?
Boss came n ask my colleague... As long as the employee is fit and she has given her consent. The doc certified her as medically fit, she can work nite shft.
My boss related this to tt person who asked the qn. The person asked: At which stage of pregnancy mux tt employee be certified fit by the doc. Boss not knowing the ans, start to feel malu n fustrated, she ask my colleague for an ans but my colleague cant ans her at all, she wan me to find out the ans. I called the respective govt dept, tt officer tell me tt... as long as she is fit n certified by the doc plus she given her consent to work, she can work. I told my boss and she start to become fustrated n raise her voice saying at which stage?
I feel like shouting at her........ pls use ur common sense, if the doc say her baby is not stable means she cant work nite shift lar, how to tell which stage she cant work. The doc not fortune teller can predict she 28 weeks cant work or 20 weeks cant work.

On Tue, halfway through our lunch, my boss decided to join us for lunch. We locked the door after she left (to prevent ppl from disturbing our lunch) and trying hard to finish our lunch, get out of the meeting room before she come back. We dun wan to be lectured for nothing again. We heard a knock, knowing it's my boss, we cleared the table as fast as we could, get out n open the door for her. She looked at the clock looking surprised cos we usually will chat after our lunch till 2pm but it was onli 1.35pm. She get the idea tt we do not like to lunch with her n she start to treat everyone so good after lunch.

I disappeared from my work in the morning, I noe it's very irresponsible of me, but I really dun wanna face everyone with my puffy eyes and face my boss after a bad night.
I called in the afternoon, saying it's urgent problem from home n I need to take urgent leave. My boss was nt at her desk when i called her, she was warded in the hospital... hohoho
I'm feeling so sad today, din take any food or a drop of water since last nite. My stomach rejected all the food I took at 3pm. I start to feel the pain n bloat. At 4.30pm, I start to go to the toilet.
Whole day, my colleague keep calling me n ask me how to do this n tt? Where is this n TT? Hello... I'm taking leave n all of ur are supposed to leave me alone.