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17 July 2005, My bf and I are together for 2yr 6months already. Time really pass very fast without us knowing it. We went through alot of ups and downs and yet we are still together holding each other tightly, maybe its really fate tat pull us together. Our relationship is like taking roller coaster, up down up down full of excitment laughter and saddness. Wat our future will be like, its really hard to say. Do we really have to follow the flow? Date Love Marry Children. I cant follow every step cos I dunno wat I wan in life. He already has his direction and I'm still searching for one which leads to happiness. Maybe I shld have my career first before anything. I dun wan to follow the norm.

We are supposed to celebrate this special day today but I'm sick this week, suffer from flu. Anyway, we plan to celebrate tomolo cos since both of us are working muz well meet in city. Celebrate or not celebrate, it doesn't affect me or matter to me, wat matter is a true love, loyalty and sincerity. Its a good thing tt we didn't go out today cos his boss juz message him and ask him to do some work. My job is to think of wat to eat tomolo.

I juz cancel my monthly NKF donation. Think I'm juz a fool, thinking all the money I've donated all go to the patients. Stupid me, my money all go to somebody bonus and golden tap man. GIVE ME BAC MY DONATION. I have been donating every month ever since jc. Haiz I'm juz a fool sometimes. Pity ppl yet get this kinda return, maybe I shld be cold blooded. Dun take pity on the disabled sick ppl. Ignore those tt need help, onli care bout myself. Can I really do tt? haha Anyway even if NKF change their board of directors I oso wont donate anymore. Their reserve can last them 30yrs, stop asking for donation can, use ur reserve, show us ur account. We are nt rich ppl but we juz wan to help those ppl using every cent we donated so dun use our pity to the patients to cheat our money. WE donate the money to PATIENT not to the CEO. Any NKF show will onli make me sick, I cfm will turn off the tv. I rather use the money to club or buy myself something . Anyway I asked my bf to terminate his monthly donation too. If possible asked the CEO to cough out the money.